II
"I see nobody on the road," said Alice.
"I only wish I had such eyes," the
King remarked in a fretful tone. "To be able to see Nobody!
And at that distance too! Why, it's as much as I can do to see real
people by this light."
- Lewis Carroll
No man can see truth without believing
it.
- William Blake
It is only with the heart that one
can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye.
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery
I can hardly remember my childhood
but it's there
somewhere the wound I carry with
me everywhere I go
all the shit that comes my way
I spin bales of straw into gold
my room bursting
at the seams with poems
I want to weep in public half of
my friends dead
and gone I'm here in Mexico
in the sun on the beach beautiful
men everywhere
still I think of them hardly a day
goes by
we stumble across one another like
blind men
in the night your one and only night
up past midnight the surf in the
distance clear sky above
a thousand stars on which to number
my loves
words words blah blah blah everybody
talks
about life but so few get to live
it
If I were lonely for you
I would write you a poem so moving
tears would come to your eyes
and you would set out to see me
this lust that sings and sings without
ears
eyes sex turned to it life passes
us by
We all claim to be something we're
not
we all have some dark secrets to
hide
yo, sunlight!
mind stilled body at rest
the place I live is roofless
the four corners of my room north
south east west
Nowhere else to go -
every path I take leads back
to my own heart
I was like an unopened book before
you set
me on your table for everyone to
read and admire.
These words are the trails
of the fingerprints you left all
over my body.
This life tastes of something ineffably
sweet
We go on for days
not taking our eyes off each other
We are the fire, the kettle, the
one who
pours and sips something ineffably
sweet
I was like a lamp whose wick had
run dry.
You were warm sweet wine poured
from one
lover's mouth to another.
I'll never forget how much I owe
you.
to L.T.
When we first met, we were both like
unpolished gems
set deep in a mountainside.
And now this is how I'll remember
you:
ruby heart at the center, green
jade for eyes.
I've been missing something in my
life today -
over Banderas Bay, the late
night moon goes down
the mosquito I've squashed
bleeds just like a human being
Nothing more to say,
I put my pen down -
in the courtyard one fig leaf falls
A summer thorn pricks my finger -
it's been so long since I've told
a lie
Autumn was on the other side of the
window
I opened this morning
poetry's a crock of shit who needs
it
show me a poem ever saved one of
my friends
from dying
I hereby bequeath my bleached white
bones as flutes
some young boys in moonlit summer
meadows years from now
playing the clear high notes I never
reached
so many moths circle around the night
porchlight
so many times I've thought of him
the town clock strikes three -
those words of love still ring true
these days I can't look myself in
the mirror -
wishing I had someone else's life
world outside the window, world inside
-
I slide the balcony door open just
enough
to slip in and out
As far as the eye can see
mango, coconut, banana
in the open fields of this heart
Autumn heat,
my shirt soaked with sweat -
How happy I am walking on and on
along the Mexican coast
It's October -
the time to remember -
the falling leaves tell me that
much
how he sweats that guy carrying
the 50 lb. bags of ice
In my dream of Chinatown streets
crowded
with people colored lights the tantalizing
smell of food
not one word of english in my head
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